Life can sometimes be more complicated than you thought it would be. I thought by this time, I would have found what I truly liked and be working on finding a school for that major, but I didn't find any, and am still confused like I was before. I wished I had more time to plan and sort out everything, but somehow, the system everything is in, makes this difficult. More than I thought, and would want it to be.
I wish I could have more time to spend time with my friends, communicate with them, and just have sometime to evaluate my college plans and etc., but I can't. My sleeping problems made it more difficult, and the upcoming things to do make it more complex especially when it comes to my computer. (Even though it seems fine now, I have a feeling that if I go onto one site, it will revert back to its dysfunctional state >,<

News
Good
-starting on Senior Project
-was able to sleep at least one day, now I have to make up for 6 more days T_T
-Driver's ed is almost finished
-I'm getting new glasses
-I'm wearing contacts at the moment—but I won't wear it next month
-computer hardly restarts when I'm on the internet, but to be safe, I'm just going to use the library computers to go on DA
new haircut

Bad
-Confused about life & Senior Project
-still has to make up the 6 days I didn't sleep
-Photo shot coming up,and I have big bags T_T
-Writers/artist block(if that's even a word)
behind on Capture the Firefly
Not ready for this year
one of my family members might be furloughed b/c of the economy...
behind on all DA & friends
my insomnia is getting worse

Random
-psychics actually exist and were tested..well during the beginning of the cold war, the soviets conducted psychic power experiments unwillingly.
-my previous journal was basically about me just trying to say that lifestyle is going to make me extremely sick and it did, so that's why I kind of wanted to take it easy. Sorry if that offended you guys.. take care & peace out